Friday, June 26, 2009

R Man-less

R man took off this morning for a conference in Washington and to visit his family in Annapolis. I hate this. Except for work we spend very little time apart and it makes me uneasy, as if I have to keep an eye on him. He's very much smarter than I am, but he's not good at navigating airports and dealing with hotels and things like that. I can't bring myself to pin a note to his collar, just in case, but don't think I haven't considered it.

A lot of this comes from feeling like I don't deserve to be as happy as I am, that I'm not worthy of the very contented life we lead. I need to stop worrying.

6 comments:

  1. You two are so unbelievably adorable.

    Sorry, but it's true.

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  2. don't worry peenee. i'll hold your hand in cyberspace.....saki is so cute,btw.

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  3. like the pedicure guy,too!*blush*

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  4. oh thanks, both of you. I'm not sure it's adorable, but if you say so.

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  5. absence make the heart grow fonder?
    I hope you will be OK on your own.
    Do I need to worry?
    S

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  6. oh sweetie, thanks, I'll be fine. I plan on cleaning to my little OCD heart's content.

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